Thanks I finally found the darn thing LOL. That link didnt work but I found another great site that had hundreds of them. took me over an hour to...
I have searched peonys but nothing looks close to it. The leaves arent the same and the bottem row of petals on the flower stand out not up. Also...
This flower looks like a carnation, smells and feels like a rose with out thorns. I know it grows from a bulb and its buds are small pink balls.